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thanks everyone. yesterday was really hard. I was a mess all day. all morning I had to decide between putting him down on Saturday or Monday, and then I had to convince the rest of my family why Saturday was better, which was really hard, because it was the earlier of the two. (I was afraid he wouldn't even make it to Monday, and the vet isn't open on Sundays.) The rest of the morning was just anticipating taking him in and counting down the time til he'd be gone, while still trying to keep him happy and calm. Then after I was so sad, b/c just moments before I had him, then I saw him leave, and then he was gone. Combined with all that, everything I did throughout the day hurt b/c I am used to him being with me.

I don't think it's still quite hit me yet, I guess I think he's in the other room, or in the backyard, or at the kennels or something. I mean I know he's gone, but there's just some part of me that holds out a false hope he's still here. I can say, write, think, and know he's gone, but I don't feel like he's gone. I guess it's cause he was taken so quickly. One weekend I was home he was normal, and the next he was a completely different dog. I only feel like he's gone when I'm doing something and he would normally be with me, and that's when I get all upset, 'cause he's not there. *sigh* it's really hard. today was a lot better, though, I thought about everything for a bit, and then I tried to distract myself the rest of the day. I guess time eases all pain.

I'm grateful that I was given the time I did have with him, though. I have lots of pictures taken on Friday, maybe I'll post a few, when I work up the courage to look at them.

thanks again everyone. I guess almost all of us can relate to losing a pet. It's hard for me to explain how I feel, but I know that you (well most of you) know what I am feeling, even if I can't express it in words.

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hey glad that your feeling somwhat better it will all be fine in a month and youll get over the hope and realize hes in a better place... unless no jk he was probly just like one of the family and im glad that your feeling ok.

haha we were actually joking about that. He was such a bad dog sometimes, he'd wait for my mom to drop food when she cooked, he'd lick the dirty dishes in the dishwasher, he'd eat the cat's soft food (but leave the dry alone), he'd always always steal the mail off the table by the front door, lol all kinds of stuff like that.

here are some pictures I took

this is when he was little. that's my little brother in the middle, and my twin bro, Josh on the right, with our cat, Samantha. Samantha was the 1st pet we got, but she was a baby, too, then. Anyways, she is the "queen" of the household 'cause we got her first, and my dog just LOVED her, always trying to kiss her. And she in turn HATED him, always trying to scratch him up. You can see the love in her eyes already. lol


this is what we like to call, Bat Dog




Shadow and his bear


that's all! THANKS AGAIN EVERYONE

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I got my LUV!!!!!!!

I fell ya Jess my best friend of 13 years is heading downhill fast, i'm not sure he's going to make it through the winter, but well see. I know how you feel I'v had to put down a few of my furry compainions, or watch in horror as they die of other causes. We're all here for ya if you need us, i know all of us have gone through something similar before.

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